The Haunted Mind
We live on a haunted planet, at least in the third dimension. We live on a crowded planet, a planet with over seven billion physical people. How many billions of non-physical humans are there on earth?
When I woke up from my coma in 1981, I had the ability to see the non-physical. Many looked the same as the day they died. Some looked younger, some looked older. Some looked like the emotional scars they carried in life with twisted and deformed emotional bodies. Some carried the scars that caused their death, showing injuries to their bodies. Some were simply pure joy, love, and compassion.
For some time after awakening from the coma, if I were in a public area, I would watch people walking around doing their thing, but I would also watch the many non-physicals following the physical people around. The more I watched, the more I could see how many people were influenced by the non-physical. Most did not have great influence on these people, but non-the less they were influenced.
One such example was in a shopping mall, when I saw a mother with her young children following her. She made it known to the children she was in a hurry to get home. I watched several non-physicals following her, of which, one came up to her and said, “I want to go into this store.”
This mother could not physically hear or see these non-physicals following her. When the command was made, she immediately stopped, turned, and entered into the store. The oldest child cried out to her mother, “I thought we were going home!”
The mother ignored her little girl’s plea and walked into the store. I watched the mother through the open glass doors. She stopped and turned around, as if thinking to herself why am I in here? Again the daughter said, “Mom I want to go home.”
She looked at her daughter while shaking her head, headed back out of the store, and walked away presumably now on her way home.
These experiences set me on a path of discovery; just how much influence does a non-physical hold on someone in the physical? Certainly the above example did not seem to create any harm or malice, but the woman did what was commanded of her without questioning. How did the woman hear this non-physical when there was no physical voice? How many are influenced by non-physicals?
I had many such questions for my Chinese Teacher the next time I would meet with him. I wanted to know about these non-physicals. How much influence did they have over physical people?
After waiting to meet with him, he appeared and simply replied, “Next week you shall experience the answer.”
The following week I had an appointment with a man I shall call Bruce, experiencing pain throughout his body. He was about thirty years old, but felt like an eighty year old man. When he arrived for his appointment I asked him to sit down, so we could talk about his physical issues. I noticed there were two non-physical females with him. I decided not to say anything, just observe them. I knew this was the learning experience my teacher told me would occur.
“When did the pain begin?” I asked.
“It started when I was a teenager, about fifteen,” Bruce replied.
The one female told Bruce, “Tell him it just started.”
Bruce had a confused look on his face and stated, “No, it just started.”
I asked him, “Why did you say fifteen?”
The one female non-physical said, “Do not answer.”
Bruce just looked at me without saying anything.
I asked Bruce, “Do you ever hear voices?”
He replied, “No, what do you think I’m crazy?”
Instead of answering him I looked straight at the predominate non-physical female, asking her in my mind, “Why are you telling him to lie to me about his pain?”
The female looked at me with horror on her face. She turned and said to the second female, “F**k, he can see us.”
They started backing away from Bruce. At that moment, I could see three other non-physical entities glowing in white and silver light come into the room. I could feel their sense of deep love they had for Bruce. I spoke in my mind to them asking, “Who are the two females?”
They replied, “They were related in what is a reality beyond the death.”
I later learned that is what they meant by a past life.
“Why is he listening to them and not you?” I asked.
One of the glowing entities stated, “His brain is programed only to listen to them subconsciously. He has not listened to us, for he remembers us not from his lower mind.”
I learned much during this encounter. Many of these non-physical people have a very salty language. I would come to learn many salty words, some of which I had never heard before. I also learned about the brain, how it can be programed to listen and obey commands or suggestions without one being aware they are doing so. I also learned how the brain’s programing could deeply influence the lower mind.
After my learning experience with this, I soon returned to my Chinese Teacher full of questions. I spent a full day learning from my teacher on this subject. I had thought these non-physical people were corded to the brain, but I was unclear as to why I was not seeing a cord. I learned there was no cord involved. The non-physicals would enter into the person’s energy field and create a link to the brain. The brain would be tuned to the voice of the non-physical who placed the link, even though they could not hear the communication occurring with the non-physicals. The placement of the link would often occur when the person was asleep or in deep denial; sometimes it began when the person was a child. In today’s language, I would use the analogy of a wireless Internet. No cord is involved.
I learned non-physicals or even physical humans traveling out of body could stand in the energy field of a physical person and communicate with that person. There can be a conversation going back and forth without the physical person being aware. Although sometimes people are aware there is a conversation taking place, they often dismiss it as talking to themselves.
Jonah has talked about issues such as depression, anger, or physical pain; often remain in place regardless of how much a person may work on the issues. This can be a sign there is some type of link from a non-physical or group of non-physicals. Most the time these non-physicals are somehow related to the person being affected, either in this life, or a past life issue that remained unhealed.
In some cases this also occurs when one has experienced abduction from the Grays. I will write more about the Grays in another blog.
It certainly brings up the question of choice. Who is making the choice and why? It also brings up questions about meditating. Where are the messages one may receive in meditation coming from?
When I lived in Boulder in the 80’s, I was working with a male teenager I will call Peter. Peter was very depressed, but did not want to talk about his depression. He just wanted it to go away. I would always spend about ten to fifteen minutes talking with a person before I would work on them with Tai Yi. During our discussion, I asked him if he was suicidal as I could see this energy around him. He looked at me surprised and answered, “Yes.”
I continued to question him, getting him to open up more about what was really going on. He shared how he would meditate nightly, as his mother and father meditated regularly; he had learned from a young age how to meditate. After ten minutes he became more comfortable talking to me. He decided to share what messages he received during his meditation, looked up at me and said in a subdued voice, “I need to commit suicide.”
At that time, I noticed a non-physical girl about the same age as Peter come into the room. She was very pale in color, a sign to me she died from a drug overdose. I asked Peter if he knew a girl who overdosed and died. Peter started crying deep sobs of anguish. He asked me how I knew.
“I can see her standing in the corner of the room,” I replied.
I looked at the girl and asked, “Are you telling Peter to commit suicide?”
She replied, “Yes, I want Peter to be with me. I miss him; we are in love.”
I asked Peter to expand on his thoughts of suicide during his meditations.
“I could hear my voice telling me, if I ever wanted to be loved, I needed to kill myself,” he replied.
I asked Peter to lie down on the Tai Yi table and began working on his brain where I found the attachment. He was not hearing from his higher self to commit suicide; he was following the suggestions from his girlfriend that was lonely, but he interpreted it as his inner voice. When I removed the attachment his entire body jerked. He rapidly sat up and looked around saying, “I feel like something heavy has been lifted off of me.”
I said, “The messages are not coming from a higher source. They are from your girlfriend.”
I looked over in the corner of the room at the girl, standing there frightened of being alone. I asked her in my mind why she committed suicide. She looked at me wanting to say something, but could not seem to utter the words. At about that time I could see her guides come into the room and surround her. To my surprise, she screamed at them to get away from her.
I asked her guides, “Why would she say such a thing?”
They replied, “Sometimes when one commits suicide based on deep anger, fear, or guilt they do not want or allow assistance. We will be with her and ready when she decides to accept our assistance.”
Soon they left the room. I continued to talk with Peter about his girlfriend. He shared with me her father had abused her for years. Peter shared, “I just wanted to comfort her, but she kept pushing me away, so I stopped trying. The next thing I heard, she took an overdose of sleeping pills when her parents were out of town.”
I did some grief counseling with Peter, with assurance from him he would return so I could continue to assist him. I reminded him not to push away assistance. He continued to see me for about a year afterward. He found another girlfriend and created a healthy relationship. After he left Boulder for college I did not have further contact with him, but I did hear he was doing very well.
This certainly brought awareness to me of patterns I see people fixated with in regards to meditation. Some will share with me they are guided to do this or this, which ends up bringing about deep pain for themselves.
Jonah and I have taught many times, about being conscious of what one may or may not hear in meditation, and to search the source of the information one hears. Is it demanding or is it out of love? Some automatically will say it is out of love. When I hear what the message is, I realize the programing is so deep some often confuse love with control.
Beliefs are a powerful force in the human psyche. Some believe a belief is just a thought you keep thinking; or is it something else? The average human has 48.6 thoughts per minute or 70,000 thoughts per day, according to Neuro Imaging at the University of Southern California and Dr. Deepak Chopra. Is a belief much more than a thought you keep thinking? What if beliefs are group thoughts that are creating an alternate reality, and you add more and more thoughts to support the belief, the alternate reality? If this is so then the belief attracts the thought, versus a belief is just a thought you keep thinking?
Certainly, it is important for us to know our group beliefs. Are they group beliefs organized by religions or governments? Jonah has long taught the difference between beliefs and knowing. They carry a very different energy. A knowing comes from the higher mind; beliefs come from the lower mind. This is a very quick synopsis of what Jonah has taught, for well over a hundred hours, just on that subject since 1984.
I often hear comments from people who say, “I will just project a light around myself to prevent any outside influence.”
How many can obstruct a wireless Internet signal coming from the Internet box to your computer or phone, by projecting a light around their computer or wireless phone? I know some have this ability. The greater majority does not unless they physically remove the Internet box, from it connective wires, or they turn off or unplug their device receiving the Internet signal. The same is true of the human brain; whatever link is lodged in the brain must be removed to stop these signals.
So often I see people who are followed by one or more non-physicals, unaware they may be influenced to do something they would normally not do. How many continue to work on issues with no relief in sight? I also encounter ones who are certainly following their own pathway, surrounded by vibrant beings of light and love supporting them on their journey. Life is all about choices.
At the end of the day with my Chinese Teacher, he shared the following statement.
“DENIAL BECOMES THE GREATEST TOOL FOR A NON-PHYSICAL TO CREATE A LINK WITH ONE’S BRAIN.”